I'm learning...

Not to drive a car, but to be one of those "grown up older mums" lol. I am not ready to have 2 children with the ability to get into a car and drive themselves around. It scares me. To be precise, it scares the crap out of me. I know I have taught my kids the right lessons, but sometimes, being kids, they forget. They get distractions.

I know there are millions of mums out there in the world who have to let their kids go and be adults. I am just not ready.. I wasn't ready when Sam graduated. I wasn't ready when she booked a one way ticket to NZ. I wasn't ready when she backpacked around NZ either. Why does life keep throwing this stuff at me when I am sooo not ready for it? *sigh*

I know I have good kids. I know they will sometimes get it wrong and stuff things up and piss people off. I also know they know whats right and wrong and hope that they have the power to be strong and safe.
Sam and Levi, I love you both to peaces. Bee safe. :)

April is next... Oh.. My April. She's a different kettle of fish. Perhaps not even a fish. A camel.. with long eyelashes and a blank expression! lol.

So.. Onwards. I should go now and ring the insurance company..
Wish me luck people..

Bee safe
Love to all
xo